Israeli men all live as both civilians and soldiers. Following 3 years of compulsive military service, they return to civilian life, but must continue to report regularly to reserve service.

During the winter of 1995 the drama surrounding the selection of soldiers for the elite paratrooper unit was documented for the first time.

The officers entrusted with conducting the difficult training and integration were veterans of the war in Lebanon and of the intifada.

In 1995 they were preparing for their return to civilian life.

Three years later, we return with our cameras to rejoin these men. They speak openly and honestly of the training conditions which is an integral part of Israeli life: finding a balance between the soldier and the man, who is a father, a son, a husband.

The young men, who in 1995 were 18-year-old privates at the beginning of their service, are now experienced fighters. Their commanders, now civilians, have each chosen their own path. Bereaved fathers tell of the painful price they must pay in return for a homeland. Mothers, forever mourning their lost sons, hope for a new life, for peace.

This film is an intimate and personal look at Israeli society.